it really irritates me when my mom avoids me and the boy claims he's not mad at me but doesn't speak to me at all. it really irritates me that so many of my friends expect me to drop everything for them but can't be bothered to help when i need it. i'm really not a fan of all of the stupid stuff right now that i have absolutely no control over whatsoever coming back to bite me. i didn't do anything so no one else should take out their crap on me. i'm sick of being blamed for things that i not only have no control over, but didn't cause and was not involved in. i'm tired of being compared to other people. i'm not the most fashionable and i'm not the most confident all the time but i am one of the smartest and i am one of the most patient. maybe i should be less tollerant. i shouldn't have to put up with this.