5:15 this morning my alarm goes off because i forgot to turn it off. i have a text. i check the text. i have been up since 5:15 because i couldn't go back to sleep. disappointment and hurt have totally taken over at this point.
"I can't do this anymore. I'm just not into it. We'll discuss it in person asap. Sorry, just need to be honest."
fuck his honesty. he sat there and told me how i could trust him and how he wouldn't lie to me. i could tell him when i want to go out and we'd go out. i'm amazing. he gave me this whole song and dance on the way home from ohio about how great i am and how cool he thinks i am.

guess not.