limbo

i'm so glad my ex is a better friend than he ever was boyfriend. we talked last night. i know how i'm going to handle work issues now. i'm beyond what i'm willing to handle with them. now i'm not sure what to do about my boyfriend. it seems like everything he said on the way back from ohio was total and complete bullshit. i never know what to think and lately it seems like he's been irritated with me but won't talk to me about it. makes perfect sense. so i ask and i get no response. i like him a lot. i'm left with no answers and minimal communication. one would think i'd get used to hanging out in limbo. i seem to spend a lot of time here...